you're my desire (: though it seems tht i dont care & it may seem tht whn you need me , i wont be thr. Just put your FAITH in me & at the end, I promise, I wont turn my back on you ever again & i'll forever be your angel. In my heart I know it will be you whom i will love, always & forever ;DDDD
Boy, I Love You ;DD
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love me or just leave me alone (:
i just simply love everyone ard me ;DDD
i'll love you if you love me 1st (:
but if you hate me , i'll do better than whad you can((:
dont make yourself a person of all my detests but make yourself someone i adore & i promise i'll forgive you for whadtever you've done <3
BOY , you knw that its u . why must you be so direct to me ?! yes i knw we cant be tgt . but why cant you give me a dream whr i cann live with ; tat a hope i will trust in that one day we will be tgt ? the words to said to me really hurts me ALOT . why ? tell me why u think that we cant be tgt ? hais . since you have said that you had a stead for two days , then dunn tell me that im the first girl who made you fell for me so deeply cos im so sure that there'll be a second one . im needing a guy who cann share wit me my problems and not a guy who say he cant be wit me . you knw today i felt so sad bcos of the fcuking sir and now you are telling me that we cant be tgt . how many times do u wann me to cry ?
[ ppl this is what he wrote to me ; " actually..i really wish i could be with u.i know its useless saying all these now.but..yar.it jus seems to me tat..we cant.i also dun wish to add on ur stress anymore cheeyen.seeing u so stressed up,hurts me too.i jus wish for u to be happy kays.yea..mayb yar..u should move on kays.im jus happy to see u happy.so..mus be happy yea.sorry. " ]
heys ppl . tell me how hurt cann i not be ? how strong am i gonna face dhis FACT ? do u think im strong enuff ? didnt i tell you that im so weak ? i need your love ? i really do . i really couldnt believe my eyes that you reacted like nth happened when i told u that the post wasnt referring to you . perhaps i cant blame u cos mayb u really tot that its not referring to you . you told me all these words when u knw that its useless . i dunn feel that its useless but i feel that at least i knw how u are feeling now but do u have to tell me that we cant be tgt ? you can smile and pretended nth happened but i cant . i really cant . you made me cry again . you kip telling me and you were smiling but im really sorry . i cant . i wun be happy jus by smiling . i am tired . i really am . i cant put on these fake smiles anymore . i cann act as if im happy but tell me how long cann i last ? i wished that you have nvr said those words at all . do you love me ? why must you hurt me ?!
tell me why dhis world is all abt love ? yes . i really take dhis chance to thank eugene and alfred foo sik boon . dhis two shuai ge(s) . you guys talked to me and comfort me when im crying . u guys cheered me up . esp alfred . i dunno why but until now i still believes bcos u show me that and that is , i always believe that GOD made you the guy who will always be there for me when im sad and when im crying 0over other things . true enuff . whenever im crying , u will jus like automatically msg me . im really happy . even when u gotta go to school NOW , you bothered to ask me to smile like ALL OF A SUDDEN ?! im really pleased and touched . love GOD . now im msging with eugene and alfred cos they both went offline . eugene dunno go whr but alfred is on his way to SSS (:
alfred ; darling boy , gotta takecare of urself in school okays . if u are not feelin well , dunn run okays . lovelove . always rmb , iwill also be there for u whenever you nid me (:
